The longest I’ve gone without making an entry…. Skipped Christmas even.
Reality is I never really felt much like Christmas this past year. Everything is falling apart at home. Max is out of control, destroying everything. I am so tired. All I want to do is play my game and be with my friends.
There is more to say on the home front, but as its 4:30am and I haven’t been to bed yet it’ll have to wait for another day. I have to get up in an hour and 45 minutes.
Just one quick line or two…. I am not dead. I am not hiding. I am playing Perfect World and having the most fun and the best time I’ve had in years. But of course it’s between dodging things getting thrown at the back of my head, dealing with phone calls from people on Max’s care, doing paperwork, chores, changing diapers, paying bills, etc. Basically the usual crap. My main character is now level 76 and she will level in morning sometime to 77. I have so many really good and dear friends on there… People who are just the greatest. My very best friend of all on there is Lone, but Mew and King are next closest to me, and honestly, more are becoming closer. I think the world of my faction leader Zem, and my favorite cleric Rez, who is about to join the ranks of best friends. These people make my days worth getting up every morning for even though they suck very badly most of the time. I fit in, pretty much, and that’s pretty darned cool at my age. Anyway, more later. Gotta get to bed.
Goodnight real world.