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Back(pack) to Uru

Wednesday, February 13th, 2008

I just wrote my first “in character” (or “in cavern”) entry in several months on my Uru blog “Backpack on my Back”.  Now that the second season of Uru Live is cancelled and the future is grim for the online version of the game most of us are dusting off our old “Uru Complete Chronicles” and “Uru Ages Beyond Myst” games and downloading every fan age we can get our hands on.    Rand Miller and Cyan kept emphasizing “Destruction is coming.  Find a way. Make a home.” over the last year or so and I think we all truly understand what was meant by that now.  The Guilds have cranked up the “age writing” process and things have begun moving again but free and open with no “DRC” or Cyan involvement.   I honestly believe now that this game will never die.  I am even thinking of maybe making an age myself.  I have experience with Blender and 3d programs in general.  Wouldn’t hurt to try.   I could test it in my own Uru.  I might do that in my spare (heh) time.  In the meantime though, it’s made me want to write in my Uru blog again and try to be happy in what I do have as far as my limited graphics capabilities go.  Besides, we’re just weeks away from me getting a new computer anyway.  And this time Cliff wants me to get one custom built.  So I’ve been reading and exploring the subject.  Should I go with Velocity Micro, Digital Storm, Acer, HP, Dell?  i don’t know….  Windows XP, Windows Vista?  3gb ram, 2gb ram?  nVidia or ATI? Decisions decisions….

Anyway, you can read the latest Uru entry here

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My Dr Pepper tastes funny, and man, do I hate this keyboard.

Tuesday, May 1st, 2007

I think there’s left over dish washing detergent in my glass. :P It tastes nasty. I’m gonna go dump it and get another glass and come back….

Okay, yep…. There were tiny spots of crusty detergent on the bottom of the glass. Ugh. :P Great dishwasher we got here. It’s only just over a year old… Oh well…. Need I say it? They just don’t make things… Bah… You know the rest.

How true it is for keyboards too. I’m currently trying to type on the keyboard that came with my Gateway. I did finally hear from Saitek and they are going to replace my Eclipse but I have to send it back first. At our expense of course. In the meantime though I’m having to use this crappy Gateway keyboard. You just can’t go back to a $15 keyboard after using a $65 one. It’s like the difference between steak and hamburgers. The keys have to be pushed hard to register and the space bar sometimes needs to be pressed more than once to register. I got used to barely touching the keyboard and having it type. Not to mention the very reason I bought the Saitek in the first place, being able to see the keys in low light. I did order a usb light to help with this, but it won’t be here for a couple more days. *sigh*

Cliff was off yesterday and surprised me with wanting to take a short drive to go take some pictures. We don’t have much gas as we sort of ration it for the week since it’s so expensive so we took a close trip, just heading two streets over to the beach and stopping at one, and then a short distance later another, public beach access. We’ve lived on this beach since 1996 and we go out to the beach maybe once a year. We can walk to it from our house and we have sometimes, or well, we’ve walked to the Beach Pantry which is right there. It’s about a fifteen to twenty minute walk from our front door if you don’t dawdle. The kids have done it more than I have. Walking to the waterway is even easier. The kids wait for their bus every morning next to the waterway public access. It’s just a few houses down… And yet, we rarely spend any time there either. I think you get used to it. It’s always the same, you know, high tide, low tide, fish, shells, seaweed, dolphins, waves, surfer dudes, shrimp boats, summer tourists. But every now and then we go out there at an off time and take pictures, and we did yesterday…. (Click each image to see larger version.)

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We picked a less housed spot at first…

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Just some sand on the rail and “Linda”carved into a post with Cliff also taking photos with his camera ahead of me…

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beach day

Shadows and footprints.

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beach day

I like the fences they use to keep folks off the sand dunes. I always take too many pics of the fences….

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beach day

I took that piece of driftwood home with me. It has a thin curly shell embedded in it and it’s a substantial piece! It’s about ten inches long and four inches in diameter at the thickest part! (I took a piece home last year that was about half that size. Both are now resting on a shelf by my desk.) The other shot is of pelicans… Here’s a closer one:

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beach day

beach day

Somehow we had ended up at marker 42 which of course made us both excited and giggly for a few minutes. In fact on the other side of the number was a sign about safety and rip currents with the words “Don’t Panic” in large friendly letters…. The second shot is a perspective of the staircase leading back to the parking area. It’s my wallpaper right now too…

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beach day

The next access place we stopped had a nature walk next to it…

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beach day

There were signs talking about wildlife and plants and weird temporary wooden walkways down to the beach.

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beach day

Cliff and I kept taking shots of the same things… His of the shells is much better. If I can get him to email the ones I like to me I’ll post them here. The second shot is to show the beach erosion. It’s still difficult to show it without a person standing there for reference…. (AAAAHHHHIIIIEEEE!!!!!! I HATE THIS KEYBOARD!!!!!)

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beach day

Must have been a party here last night. Cliff’s shot of that is better than mine too. The next one and the several following are a few of a collection of maybe 15 shots I took while trying to catch the crest of a wave. I just wanted a shot of the curl of water just coming over without the foam. I did finally get it.

beach day

beach day

There’s a buoy out there. You could hear it and see it with the naked eye, but the camera, or rather, my camera just couldn’t get a decent zoom of it. I did manage to record the sound however as I had brought my digital recorder. I ended up recording not only the buoy but also the ocean waves of course, and a nice added bonus, these shells… As each wave crashes on the beach it brings hundreds of shells along with it and the sound is like tinkling bells… I recorded about five minutes of it to use in music.

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beach day

(I don’t know why but I took about ten shots of footprints in the sand.)

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beach day

We were at the end of the beach with the newer construction… In other words, rich people’s rental houses… They build them to rent them out for $1000 or more a week to tourists. I prefer the old falling apart shack like places that have been passed down from family member to family member and look like blowing out the candles on a birthday cake too hard might topple them. You know, homes with character!

beach day

beach day

As we left we took a quick look at the nature walk, but Cliff’s batteries were already giving him trouble so we left. (I can’t figure out why he has so much trouble with batteries. My camera goes months without needing to replace them.)

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Got him in the act!

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And true to my nature I discovered a seemingly abandoned and/or neglected family-type beach house. The paint was peeling, bits of wood were hanging off in sections, etc. It had the look of a forgotten abandoned place so of course, I took a bunch of shots of it. I love abandoned places….Anyway, it was fun. We’re planning to go take a bunch in Southport, NC next time. Southport is changing fast. The quaint fishing town is rapidly becoming a fake quaint housing development. Hopefully we can get over there before too much more changes….

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My favorite Alien film? Alien3 *spoilers*

Thursday, October 26th, 2006

Yes it is. I know that contradicts most “Alien” fans, or rather most “Aliens” fans but I think “Alien3″ is the perfect sequel. The reasons are many…. First of all, the story collectively throughout the series is about Ripley and the aliens, not Hicks and Ripley, not Newt and Ripley, not Ripley’s makeshift family vs the Alien, etc. It’s about one strong couragous woman fighting, practically singlehandedly, a monster/swarm who could literally wipe out humanity everywhere it goes. So there’s the shock of Newt and Hicks dying at the beginning of the film. And? Okay, we cared that Ripley was finally going to get a real life, we cared that she was going to get to see this child growing up unlike the child she had herself that she missed growing up while she was floating in space (between “Alien” and “Aliens”). But would you have wanted that? A happy ending for Ripley? How would they introduce the alien this time? A song and dance number when they land on Earth or something? Wouldn’t it be less believable if Hicks and Newt survived a second time? Or did you simply want to watch them die in “Alien 3″ as you must have known they would… See? Don’t knock “Alien3″… It was magnificent. Ripley actually let her guard down for a little while. Even in that harsh all male environment and recovering from the crash (or so we think at the time) she manages to show no fear to the prisoners but a real vulnerablity to Clemens. She is human. Not a superhero. Not a tragic female. Just plain human. After all the shit this woman has been through she finally thinks she’s free for a little while. So, even though she lost the two people she cared so much about (though honestly she had only known both of them a very short time) she is relieved to be free of the alien for a little while and shows us she is human. I think that’s cool. I also think it’s cool that just as you’re starting to really like Clemens and think he’s pretty okay he is gone. It’s symbolic for everything in Ripley’s life. Everything and everyone she cares about comes and goes in a moment… A fleeing flash of light in a dark dripping tunnel of fright and fear. In other words, this movie is damned good. Thankfully, others have started to come forward to say the same thing. Yes, “Alien” is no doubt a classic, and “Aliens” is even better as a director’s cut, but “Alien3″ is perfect. Now, “Alien Resurrection”…. Well…. I liked it better than “Alien VS Predator” but I’m a fan of Brad Dourif, Dominique Pinon, and Ron Perlman not to mention Jean-Pierre Jeunet, so, you know… I had to like it anyway…

(Also it doesn’t hurt anything that “Alien3″ was filmed in an abandoned lead factory. I love movies filmed in abandoned buildings, like oh… SESSION 9 for instance!!!!)

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Working on ABANDONED HOSPITAL I find myself seriously disturbed….

Tuesday, March 14th, 2006

I’ve been hard at work on my new album, carefully taking time to make it perfect. As it’s dark ambient it’s very dark and mysterious and sometimes scary sounding. I don’t mind that so much. I enjoy making you a little uncomfortable when you listen to my music. But, here’s the thing, as I complete a tune, whether from scratch or reworking one I wasn’t happy with (which I’ve done about five times now on this album) I put them all in the order I plan to have them appear on the album and play them back to myself while looking at photos of urban exploration. Most of the time this isn’t a disturbing thing. The mostly young amature photographers are very good and see the buildings as sculpture and art, taking beautiful artful pictures that I totally enjoy looking at. But I’ve found myself looking at so many abandoned MENTAL hospitals that I find it hard to shake this awful feeling of dread. I know why. It’s Max. I look at the isolation rooms and the rotting buildings and read the horrible stories of what went on in these places and I can’t help but think about what Max’s life would have been like just fifty years ago. He’s so bright and smart and even though he’s autistic and can’t talk (yet) he is thoughful and loving and sweet and plays just like other little kids, just not in the same way. I guess I feel grief for all those poor children who were locked up and left to go mad in those insane homes… So many lives completely wasted… It’s so horrible. It makes me cry. When I came up with the idea of the abandoned hospital album, I wasn’t actually thinking of a mental hospital. I was thinking of an old general hospital…. But when you look online for pictures of old hospitals, invariably you get mental ones…. And the pain is so great for me…. I can’t tell you how hard it is to “wander” through these places and see the despair and know what I know today….. So many minds wasted…. The walls scream.

On top of that agony, I’ve been wandering around this place yesterday and this morning: http://www.abandoned-places.com/. There is only one or two hospitals, but they’re in other countries and the feelings are far worse. And this man has no fear of showing you the most horrible thing imaginable that he stumbled on. For instance he heard footsteps behind him as he was taking pictures. Then just as he went to leave he looked up and the person who had been following was silently screaming at him from a window. He took the picture. It was one of the most disturbing things I had seen until just now…. I thought maybe he had photoshopped it, but that isn’t in keeping with his style of photography. He actually seemed to have no fear of showing something horrible, like the cat who’s head got stuck in the floor and died surrounded by dead birds…. Horrible… So I had to take it at face value that the man looking down out of that window was a former inmate of the hospital, just as the explorer/photographer said. All I can say positive about the experience is that he appeared to be dressed in clean clothing and he was clean shaven and his hair was clean, so he must have been just visiting like the photographer taking the shot. I hate to think that… It’s too disturbing to think anything else…. But then, just now I saw something that may keep me awake tonight. A dead body.

Most of these old abandoned places have resident vagrants and homeless drug addicts… Sometimes prostitution is even going on in their slowly sagging walls. Occasionally a photographer will take a shot of drug paraphernalia left behind…. Used needles and so forth…. This photographer is no exception, but this time he also managed to get a shot of something even more grusome… The dead and decaying body of one of the resident addicts inside a mine… I kid you not… It will be a long time before I forget that one. Luckily he did not take a shot of the face and hands. It was just sitting there…. Propped up against the wall… Fully clothed… Wearing work boots… With long shaggy hair….. I guess I never thought of finding such a thing… We live in such a clean and antiseptic world… The thought of finding something like that so unexpected is alien to me… I expect a dead bird. Maybe a dog or a cat, but not a person. Disturbing… And terribly sad, if it’s real. I suppose the photographer could have rigged it himself, but I really doubt he did, just by what he found on other sites.

And now it’s my nap time and I’m too creeped out to go to sleep….

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!

It was his girlfriend. The dead body…. Not a real dead body. That makes me feel better. That means maybe that person in the hospital was just friend acting up for the camera too. I don’t appreciate the humor, but I am relieved that what I saw was not real. Whew. Of course, now I have no interest in looking at the rest of the guy’s website. If that’s not real, what else isn’t real? Now it’s not worth my time.

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A little more of the same….

Friday, May 27th, 2005
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All the units are either Pending or Reserved now… Crazy….

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Update on the “Oak Island Preserve” condos….

Wednesday, May 25th, 2005

Accidentally, just a few minutes ago, I stumbled on the official site for those apartments related to the crane in my last entry. Here it is: http://www.oakislandpreserve.com/.

If you look at the map, that space where it says “future development” is where the old Southport Fisheries buildings sit majestically fading away….

Crazy…. This place has gone totally real estate nuts…

By the way, almost all of the units are already sold. There’s maybe thirty units left, and if those prices are right, they are all going for over $300,000 each. Jesus… Someone really cleaned up on that deal! Man! And there go my beloved ruins… And those run close to what we’re going to ask for our own house in three years from now, $380,000-$400,000. But ours is a HOUSE on it’s own LOT actually ON the island. ….Any takers? Nice sized lot… 3 bedroom house…. Big front porch… Nice trees…. Quiet neighborhood… Beach and waterway both within walking distance….

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The crane, the CRANE….

Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

A few weeks ago Cliff noticed something white coming up by the airport as we crossed over the waterway bridge. It looked like a playground. As we are always looking for a good place to take Max, we paid close attention to what was happening down there.

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If you look at any of the gallery photos you see a whole bunch of the old Southport Fisheries building which is slowly falling back to nature. I take pictures of it all the time. (Far more than I could ever post on the website.) Behind it (the area with no trees) and just down the road a little is the airport. (Here’s a link to their website: The Brunswick County Airport, and a page with a map:
http://www.mindspring.com/~tremick/gerj/brunsapt/maps.html.)
It’s a fairly small airport… You aren’t going to see any jets there, but it’s a very busy place with small aircraft and real estate flyovers and sky jumping and so forth… Lots of flying type things going on all the time.

Just at the very edge, between the old Southport Fisheries and the tip end of the airport by the waterway there is this strip of land…

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On this strip of land is where Cliff saw the white thing going up. But it quickly got too big to be a slide. Then it got so big we weren’t sure what to think it was. I decided it must be something for the airport. Then there was a photo in our local paper showing the tall crane towering over a worker and yesterday Max and Ian had to go to therapy so I got to see it for myself.

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Need to see how huge it is?

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That’s all the way at the end of the road. It’s huge! So I did a little research and this is what I found in the Wilmington Star News:

Towering crane rises by airport

By Paul R. Jefferson
Staff Writer

A towering addition now dominates the skyline near the Brunswick County Airport, where looking up is a way of life � and work.

A tower crane, to be put to use building The Preserve condominiums at the base of the Oak Island Bridge along the Intracoastal Waterway, has caught the eyes of area residents and drivers on N.C. 133.

It�s also put airport pilots on notice, said Howie Franklin, the airport director.

“It�s not ours; they�re using it to build those condos,� Mr. Franklin said when asked about the steel structure reaching toward the heavens.

“It does look pretty menacing,� he added.

The tower crane is some 700 feet from the airport runway and reaches approximately 159 feet up into the airport�s airspace, he said.

Mr. Franklin said principals with The Preserve properly notified the airport of the tower crane�s presence. To avoid any possibility of airplane mishaps, Mr. Franklin said, the airport has already issued precautionary notices to pilots, with approval of the Federal Aviation Administration

“The procedure we follow is in place and activated,� Mr. Franklin said.

With FAA concurrence, advisories called Notices to Airmen, or notams, are issued with all filed flight plans concerning flights into or out of the Brunswick airport, Mr. Franklin said. The notices describe the location of the tower crane in relation to the airfield, its height and the fact that it will have blinking red warning lights attached to its top sections. The notams are broadcast regularly at the general aviation airport and will continue while the crane is erected.

“They just put the crane up yesterday, and already people have noticed,� Rod Hyson Sr., a Southport-based developer of The Preserve, said Tuesday. “We�re off to a rapid start.�

In a pre-construction sale, all 124 units in the project�s first phase sold within 90 days � before developers began marketing to the public in late September. Mr. Hyson is also a part-owner of the project and operates Bald Head Island Rentals and Cape Fear Realty.

The first three buildings will eventually be part of a development of 246 condominium residences on the 43-acre tract next to the airport, just off Long Beach Road at the foot of the Oak Island Bridge. And the high-rising crane will assist in building each one, said Mike Dickman, project manager for Superior Construction, general contractors for The Preserve.

“We can set the crane to any height we want,� Mr. Dickman said, noting that the crane “tops out� at a maximum height of 290 feet. “What we�re doing is setting the turntable at the height we�ll need it to be at the end of the project, and then work up to it.�

The tower crane is not a self-propelled machine, he said, unlike some larger construction cranes that can “jack� themselves up to a desired height when needed.

“Right now we�re in the middle of building one, and then when we finish (estimated for mid-August) we�ll dismantle it and put it back together for the second one,� and so on until completion next spring.

Each building takes approximately four months to build, he said.

The crane was trucked to the construction site from near Virginia Beach, Va., and assembled by workers hired by The Preserve�s concrete framing subcontractor, an owner of 27 cranes for rent to contractors and industries, Mr. Dickman said.

Paul Jefferson

This quiet little place is so going to change… It’s happening almost too fast to get a grip.

I just found this: http://www.superiorconstruction.com/work.html
That’s what that crane is going to build…. That first little picture there, “The Preserve Condominiums”…..

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“where forgotten things hide”

Thursday, November 18th, 2004

I stumbled on a photo of a bunch of old unused stools in a storage room. The caption read “forgotten stools” or something along those lines and it made me wonder about other forgotten things. My brother Nathan put up some photos of the store where he works on his Live Journal a while back and told me about some stuff he found forgotten there too. There are so many abandoned things in the world. So many forgotten things, set aside for a rainy day that comes but only after we’ve forgotten the very things we’ve saved for it. Buildings left to go to waste because we don’t want to give someone else a dime more than we should. Perhaps I am an idealist or a dreamer, or maybe I just go to too many thrift stores, but all that waste, all those forgotten treasures, those old family homesteads and huge old buildings… wouldn’t they be better used to help people who need? We drove through Shallotte, NC just the other day. There the entrance to the town is populated by almost nothing but empty buildings, one after the next. There’s an air of deep depression there. While I am aware that further down the main road new buildings have popped up and the town still thrives, up at the front, the beginning of the tiny town, all those masonry carcasses…. Why not give a person who can’t get a business loan the opportunity to try their hand at a business by giving them free rent for a short while with the understanding that they, the renters, have to fix up and revitalize the buildings they use. Then, after a predetermined amount of time, say six months or so, begin charging a graduating rent. Something on a slide scale that goes up slowly over a predetermined amount of time to a predetermined amount. That way the business owner knows how long they have to get it going and they know what they’ll have to have to keep it going. It would bring back the dead parts of town. But of course, I know nothing and that probably wouldn’t work in reality. Both renters and owners can’t always be trusted to follow the rules. Sounds good though.

Anyway though… I did a search on various search engines for this phrase: “where forgotten things hide” and “where things go” and didn’t get any hits at all. That’s a shame. I did get hits with “forgotten things”… Maybe someday I’ll start a “where forgotten things hide” site myself and everyone will be invited to post their forgotten things that they found. I think it would be cool. Of course, I might be the only one….

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An update to yesterday's Roses Plaza adventure

Tuesday, September 28th, 2004

Before I get into that however, I just wanted to put up some sketches for something I’m thinking about doing. I think I briefly touched on it the other day.

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Whew. There.

Anyway, I did a little research into the Roses Plaza story. I checked the Tax records.
It seems to be owned by, well, someone who would rather we didn’t know who they were. In the spot where a name should be there’s this “40-59 Hampton St. and Movie One”. No, I can’t say it makes any sense to me either. It also lists a PO box in WIlmington, NC and it shows that it was bought in 2000 by these people. Before that it was owned by a local company. Also it shows it has actually depreciated in value, from 2,800,000 (approx) to 2,300,000. It’s not the area, its the building itself. I do know they filmed part of a movie in there, but that’s been some time ago. So it sits… Falls apart…. And continues to depreciate. Somehow that just doesn’t seem like a smart business move. They could open it up and rent out spaces for an indoor flea market and it would make SOMETHING back for the owner… Oh well… maybe the owner just doesn’t care.

PS- Oh yeah…. The sun stayed out pretty much all day today. It’s windy, but really not that bad. So, the kids had a 2 hour delay…. why? Oh well… They liked it.

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